The Adventures of Bun Bun & Ted Ted

I'm looking back tryna put it behind

Gotta have going from side to side

I'm tryna get my pain and throw in the bag

Cause I'm fucking tired of being sad

I'm tryna do what's best for me tryna do what's best for you

I wanna get to your heart but I know I can't get through

So now I gotta spit it all on the mic

Cause I know I have all this time

I ain't tryna do wrong

But I'm only try to do right

All these bitches wanna lie and put all these thought in your head

Tryna make me look bad and kick me out of our bed

Looks like I gotta speak up and put these hoes in their place

Gotta speak up now cause they wanna get in my face

They wanna start these fights cause they know can't win'em all

Come step up to my crew and it's gonna be a brawl

I know shit is bad and I wish I could understand

Be there for you more but my necks up in the sand

We've had our fights, all the moments that we shared together

This can't be fixed right now so we gotta wait till later

I'm looking back tryna put it behind

Gotta have going from side to side

I'm tryna get my pain and throw in the bag

Cause I'm fucking tired of being sad

I'm tryna do what's best for me tryna do what's best for you

I wanna get to your heart but I know I can't get through

So much shit gets thrown our way and tears me away from you

I wanna help you baby but I know I can't get through

No one can help you out girl and that's even including me

All the pain you feel have your tears drop a sea

Baby i know it's not okay and it can't be all the time

They took your anchor away and now you gotta survive

I get lost in my thoughts like how I'm lost in your eyes

Every time I look at them all I wanna do is cry

Feeling your pain is something that I can never do

I know things get bad but that don't mean I love you

Don't wanna feel anymore so you just wanna feel numb

I do get that feeling but I promise it's not enough

I'm looking back tryna put it behind

Gotta have going from side to side

I'm tryna get my pain and throw in the bag

Cause I'm fucking tired of being sad

I'm tryna do what's best for me tryna do what's best for you

I wanna get to your heart but I know I can't get through

I wanna see you live girl live your life and thrive

Got nothing to lose but I don't wanna see you die

I miss the times that we had cause I really miss the old you

It's okay to change baby when there's nothing to lose

You're always special bunny and I won't ever let you fall

I got my scars from battle and I'll just collect them all

Tyler grabbed that knife and stabbed me in the back

He grabbed our hearts right then and gave us a straight attack

Boy doesn't help at all he just wants control

I trusted him with my life but now I can't go home

Look at that bitch Naomi, that girl doesn't try to live

She can't even go 5 seconds without trying to slit her wrists

That little boy Ben? That kid really wants to die

He tried to take you from me and all he wants are fights

He was a prick to your fam who I be really close with

Try sum shit again I promise you don't want this

I know it'll never be the same but it can be different for once

We've been through hell but damn have we learned a lot

Infinite love my bunny till I'm at the very end

And I'm always with you till I hit my own death bed

I'm looking back tryna put it behind

Gotta have going from side to side

I'm tryna get my pain and throw in the bag

Cause I'm fucking tired of being sad

I'm tryna do what's best for me tryna do what's best for you

I wanna get to your heart but I know I can't get through

Can't get through

Can't get through

I love you

I love you