FOCUS / al2ü

How many more times

You gonna cross the line

We been through it plenty times

I gotta get you out my mind

I been down this road before (oh)

There's only one way it goes (uh huh)

Time pastime, in between

She was focused on another me

I was focused on another version of what I thought I was tryna be

Look inside the mirror what I see

All the problems I been keeping down below

When you learn to live with all your demons It be getting hard to keep fo-cus

I'm praying that she don't notice

But she don't notice me

Fuck it imma keep the mo-tion

But lately I been contorted, tryna navigate your coordinates

Baby where you was at when I was on time

Since then I ain't felt the same in a long time

I done felt a way for you from time

But you've been playing games with me from time

For real

If she my lady I don't wanna trip about her

If you out here with another **** you know I'm gonna bitch about it

I ain't tryna be possessive with you

But you've know you out here wilding

How the fuck you gon tell me that you love me

Then go fuck someone else just to fuck with me

It don't make sense at all when you put

All of your trust in someone just so it all can come crashing down, down

How many more times

You gonna cross the line

We been through it plenty times

I gotta get you out my mind

I been down this road before (oh)

There's only one way it goes (uh huh)

Time pastime, in between

She was focused on another me

I was focused on another version of what I thought I was tryna be

Look inside the mirror what I see

All the problems I been keeping down below

When you learn to live with all your demons It be getting hard to keep focus

(The name of the album is called 2üSIERES, coming out in June)

I got you

Yeah, said, I got you

Yeah, what you want? I got you

Yeah, I got you

Yeah, what you want, yeah

I fucking hate myself, don't expect you to understand

I wake up every day wishing to be a wanted man

Instead I'm locked in this prison of scary thoughts & decisions to make

I honestly didn't think it would be this bad

I always fall asleep wishing that you was next to me

The fucking thought of you being with him is vexing me

lost in the dark and my inner demons directing me to a place in the stars where I can finally rest in peace

I fucking told you I needed someone & you ignored it

I'm going back and forth with myself thinking what's important?

Loving the journey or loving the person

Or looking at every experience just as a learning process

Said if solipsism was real I would make you an object

That way you would be my possession n no one could stop it

But unfortunately we all been gifted with a conscious

And my conscious telling me that my love for you is toxic

Now I'm toss & turning in bed & it's almost the morning

Open my phone it says three AM and I'm thinking of hurting

Thinking of harming but what's the point if you ain't feeling the pain too?

You know I'm really fucking starting to hate you

The games you play

The back n forth

No matter the mistakes we make

We asking for

All of these fucking chain reactions

Couldn't imagine

The passion take away all compassion baby, yeah

(All of these fucking chain reactions)