What If I Did?

I had a dream about you last week

We were together and it wrecked me

I didn't tell you, but what if I did?

I met somebody else with your name

Crazy your laugh even sounded the same

I didn't tell you, but what if I did?

What if I called you up right now?

What if we talked this whole thing out?

Last time I saw you, you were saying things you shouldn't

Making me wanna do things I couldn't

You asked me to stay when you knew I was leaving

I said goodbye, but I didn't mean it

You didn't kiss me, I didn't lean in

But what if I did?

What if I, what if I did?

Would we be together right here, right now?

Would all of our bullshit make sense somehow?

I'll never find out, but what if I did?

Would you have blown your whole life up?

After all these years, would it be love?

Last time I saw you, you were saying things you shouldn't

Making me wanna do things I couldn't

You asked me to stay when you knew I was leaving

I said goodbye, but I didn't mean it

You didn't kiss me, I didn't lean in

But what if I did?

What if I, what if I

Told you I've been playing that moment

On repeat ever since?

You said you missed me, I said I wished we

Could've had a fucking chance

I mighta changed my plans

The last time I saw you, you were saying things you shouldn't

Making me wanna do things I couldn't

I didn't react, yeah, I kept my composure

You told me truth and I called it closure

Asked me to stay when you knew I was leaving

I said goodbye, but I didn't mean it

You didn't kiss me, mm, yeah

I didn't lean in

But what if I did?

What if I, what if I did?