the cost of giving up

Today's a shade of disbelief Inflict the shame you sent to me I can entrust a new meaning I'm not ready So is this what it feels like? Breaking from the inside all the time Tell me, what's the cost of giving up? Why does it feel like help will never come? Maybe I'm the one I'm running from It's too much to carry It's all getting heavy Lift me up It burrows like a summer tick Embeds itself to make me sick Of all the places it could be It's still in me Guess this is what it feels like? Speaking from the dark side of my mind Tell me, what's the cost of giving up? Why does it feel like help will never come? Maybe I'm the one I'm running from It's too much to carry It's all getting heavy Lift me up Can't push me any further down in the trench Back against the wall So you wanna test me now? While the others beg and fail to repent They were fit to suffer and I will dig back out Tell me, what's the cost of giving up? Why does it feel like help will never come? Maybe I'm the one I'm running from It's too much to carry It's all getting heavy Tell me, what's the cost of giving up? Why does it feel like help will never come? Maybe I'm the one I'm running from It's too much to carry It's all getting heavy Lift me up Tell me what's the cost of giving up? Giving up Giving up