at some point you’ll have to be angry at all of this

I was just thirteen When I was told that I didn't know what I need Not literally He told me with his hands if you know what I mean He's still in my dreams After a bad one I called and asked him, "What did that mean?" He told me everything And said "Abby, you always know what I need" It didn't make sense I didn't know why I couldn't let out a cry I was just sixteen There's a brand new boy on the high school team I'm such an easy please He's like the sunshine On the Indiana beach He's the wind, I'm the trees Every word off his tongue is a masterpiece Years of "whatever you need" I lost myself, so I started to sing It didn't make sense I didn't know why I couldn't let out a cry Ben's looking at me Opened our mouths We could hardly speak I was only nineteen A baby he was spoon-feeding Now I have no belief The deer never crossed the bridge over the stream I'm such an easy please If he can't do that then I don't know what that means At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this At some point you'll have to be angry at all of this You gotta let out a cry Let out a cry I was just thirteen When I was told that I didn't know what I need Not literally He did it with his hands if you know what I mean