Deep Breaths and Silent Prayers

All my darkest thoughts have risen from their grave If I let them in I'll never let them leave I've been talking to you, tryna make ends meet If it scream it loud Lord will you answer me? I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? Can you hear supplications through suffocation? Under water, under all of this sufferation Just ah try fi catch a break but no vacation from the stomachaches and chest pains on planes, trying not to act strange under provocation Tryna survive, tryna not to spiral Everybody got a phone on this plane, this is not how I go viral Deep breaths and silent prayers (uh huh) Inhale (uh huh) Exhale (uh huh) Tryna remember that God never fails (uh huh) Never have (uh huh) Never will (uh huh) Everybody told me whenever you're going through something you should try to say something But when venting and complaining feels like the same thing people tuning out while you're still explaining I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? Through the valley of the shadow of death I step All good long as you still order my steps All good long as you still haven't gone blind and you haven't gone deaf And you still come through for me when I'm going through situations I can't handle myself I carry myself to the feet of the cross You never come up short No Danny Devito Whenever mi need you Deep breaths and silent prayers (uh huh) Inhale (uh huh) Exhale (uh huh) Tryna remember that you never left me (uh huh) Never have (uh huh) And never will (uh huh) Everybody told me whenever you're going through something you should try to say something But when everyone around you going through something you just keep it to yourself and don't say nothing But when everyone around you going through something you just (Why won't you save me?) You just keep it to yourself and don't say nothing Reminiscing on hearing old folks say stuff like God make a way when there's no way for you but (Why won't you save me?) I know you can turn my mess into a message So I don't wanna go around questioning your methods But why I gotta go through hell to get to heaven? I gotta know (why won't you save me?) Respectfully Tell me can you hear supplications through suffocation? Under water, under all this provocation, tryna stay afloat (why won't you save me?) I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? I'm drowning I'm drowning here I'm drowning, why won't you save me? All my darkest thoughts have risen from their grave If I let them in I'll never let them leave I've been talking to you, tryna make ends meet If it scream it loud Lord will you answer me?