In Your Hands

I'm not okay, I couldn't be if I wanted to I try to save myself but I never follow through I roll the dice not knowing the outcome Blood sweat and tears down the drain I've had enough Every time I fail,I look into the broken mirror I see the other side of me, it doesn't like my sobriety I bow my head and pray Break my fall, catch my breath I trust you in the end Hold my life, in your hands This is where life begins I'm holding on, to things I don't need Rip them out, make me bleed Destroy the demon in me I've been stuck inside a cycle of shame Pointing the finger but I am to blame The darker side of me, doesn't want me to believe That hope can destroy the Demon in me Break my fall, catch my breath I trust you in the end Hold my life, in your hands This is where life begins I'm holding on, to things I don't need Rip them out, make me bleed Destroy the demon in me For so long I have been told Don't try or stray from the mold It's now or never, I'm held back My soul needs more Break my fall, catch my breath I trust you in the end Hold my life, in your hands This is where life begins I'm holding on, to things I don't need Rip them out, make me bleed Destroy the demon in me