what did yøu think i meant when i said i løve yøu, Pt. 2

I been looking to the sky Looking to the sky It ain't saying shit back Guess I'll be alone tonight A wrist on my left A wrist on my right These people try to tell me that It's gon' be alright They tell me i should fight But they dont know the enemy The enemy is me My depression and anxiety "We make quite a pair" I tell her when she's next to me I miss her when she's there And more when she ain't next me I'm never coming home Cuz home is where the heartache is I'm staring at my phone I know that shit ain't buzzing but I'm Hoping that it shows Your name all on the cover of it Sad and so alone And feinding for your touch i love it Kissing on your bones Kissing on your bones Kissing on your bones baby Kissing on your bones The ghost of you is keeping me awake and moving slow Slow through the city cozy crying at his shows Kissing on my neck baby will you be my ho Guess it's time to go Fuck guess it's time to go I been looking to the sky Looking to the sky It ain't saying shit back Guess I'll be alone tonight A wrist on my left A wrist on my right These people try to tell me that It's gon' be alright They tell me i should fight But they dont know the enemy The enemy is me My depression and anxiety "We make quite a pair" I tell her when she's next to me I miss her when she's there And more when she ain't next me I'm never coming home Cuz home is where the heartache is I'm staring at my phone I know that shit ain't buzzing but I'm Hoping that it shows Your name all on the cover of it Sad and so alone And feinding for your touch i love it Kissing on your bones Kissing on your bones Kissing on your bones baby Kissing on your bones The ghost of you is keeping me awake and moving slow Slow through the city cozy crying at his shows Kissing on my neck baby will you be my ho Guess it's time to go Fuck guess it's time to go I been spending so much time far away These girls try to stay but you know they never stay Sex three times this week, what's today? I know this ain't okay now No this ain't okay now