Next To You

God sent an angel The boys want her taste The girls her place And I adore her But her flame Makes mine dim away Smart, pretty and gifted The purest soul Who deserves it all But it gets hard to share happiness While feeling worthless It's like I'm shadowbanned The observer all along Should not be me instead But both of us burning strong I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare? Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else Darker, darker, darker, d-d-d-d-darker, darker, darker Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else Jealousy's overwhelming Like spiders crawling fast Round around my head Then I end up hating Myself For resentful thoughts like that Noone seems to care They walk right through me Like they don't see I wanna be her But I'm the prom queen Of my pity party It's like I'm shadowbanned The observer all along Should not be me instead But both of us burning strong I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare? Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else Darker, darker, darker, d-d-d-d-darker, darker, darker Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else Attention seeking loser And I know it's not really true but I can't stop feeling how I feel I'm a loser A loser I'm a loser A loser I, I I don't wanna take away a single spark of your light I just wish I would look better when I'm standing besides Your perfection, oh, how do dare I to compare? Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else Next to you, next to you Next to you I flare out but so does anybody else