Doctor

"Make new friends"

"Start again"

No, I can't

Replace you?

Couldn't bring myself to

You'll shine through

Following the sound

Of your voice

Make some noise

I hear you where

I'm too scared

And unprepared

I need a doctor

This is dragging on

Why are you gone?

But I'm not?

Fake a smile

Stay a while

They're all I got

Stay in bed

These thoughts in my head

Grow and spread

God I hope

The night ends soon

I'll sleep 'til noon

I need a doctor

Passing through portals in your living room

I cannot sleep so I'll hum a tune

He used to sleep in the other room

I can't stop thinking, go to bed soon

I hope and pray that you stay the same

And you don't hate me like last Wednesday

Why are we quiet? So much has changed

I need sleep or I'll go insane

I wish I could say that I'm okay

But I'm so far from it, and I'm afraid

That if I make a little mistake

You'll resent me and stay away

I miss our matching shirts and bedroom concerts

And the jokes we'd tell that would always hurt

And our conversations at our church

And campfires by your back porch

I need a doctor