Second Best

I think that I'm just second best I think that I'm just second best Alive is all I am Alive is all I am The pain is too surreal But I'm far from numb Nothing can explain the way I feel (so I run) Breaking down to save myself Like all my friends I burn my lips On cigarettes 'cause I refuse to let them end You say it gets better But I don't wanna hear it, wanna learn the hard way Ooh, go bother somebody else Ooh, and let me live in my hell The last thing I need Is for someone to walk out on me I think that I'm just second best I think that I'm just second best When enough's enough, I swear I'll let you know Right now the best thing for me is to fight on my own You say it gets better But I don't wanna hear it, wanna learn the hard way Ooh, go bother somebody else Ooh, and let me live in my hell The last thing I need Is for someone to walk out on me Sometimes I wanna get lost Just listen to Citizen and be pissed off 'cause The last thing I need Is for someone to walk out on me I think that I'm just second best I think that I'm just second best I think that I'm just second best (alive is all I am) I think that I'm just second best (alive is all I am) I think that I'm just second best I think that I'm just second best Alive is all I am Alive is all I am I think that I'm just second best I think that I'm just second best Alive is all I am Alive is all I am I think that I'm just second best Alive is all I am Alive is all I am Ooh Go bother somebody else And let me live in my hell The last thing I need Is for someone to walk out on me Sometimes I wanna get lost Just listen to Citizen and be pissed off 'cause The last thing I need Is for someone to walk out on me