Pause + Reset

Mhmm

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I need to write this fucking song

'Cause I said I'm over you

Told my therapist in our sessions

And I've been wearing a narrative she sees through

You think I would've known by now

Eighteen months past, overdue

Acceptance and all that's relevant

Didn't come as easy as it should

I know I seem much better

And I know you know it too

I've been real good at pretending

I'm my best when I'm not around you

Tell me how, I can't stop

Keep rewinding my thoughts

If I were really over you

Then why do I keep running through?

All the years, in my head

Make it hard to forget

If I could wish for anything

Wish I could fucking pause and press reset

Mhmm, stop living in my head

Damn, it took a lot to say that out loud

Sat myself down, taking time to talk it out

Spent all these months writing lines that don't stick

Who knew this would flow soon as I pour a drink

Sometimes I can't help but think of you

But don't get it twisted, I've got no interest

But I find myself overthinking the reasons

And picking apart at the wreckage

Tell me how (how)

I can't stop (I can't stop)

Keep rewinding my thoughts

If I were really over you

Then why do I keep running through? (Yeah)

All the years (years)

In my head (in my head)

Make it hard to forget

If I could wish for anything

Wish I could fucking pause and press reset

Mhmm, stop living in my head