Grapefruit

Counting while I run the tap, I'm on my knees Choking on my hands all night in my sleep Counting all the calories, now get 'em up Body positivity, help me out The swans of ballet Their skin and their bones, that's not me I'd die for my love, though break Break 'til I wither away What I see is not me, what I see is not me One, two, grapefruit How am I back here again? Three, four, lose more I know my mirrors are lying Five, six, hate this Take back the body I'm in What I see is not me, what I see is not me One, two, grapefruit Wish I could change overnight Three, four, lose more Kill my obsession, please die Five, six, hate this How am I still in this fight? What I see is not me, what I see is not me Sweet girl, you're so disciplined, now keep it down I don't like my measurements, won't make a sound Diana, how she guards the clock (the clock), she's in control (control) Now, why is everyone in shock (in shock)? You let her go The swans of ballet (-llet) Their skin and their bones, that's not me (me) I'd die for my love, though break (break) Break 'til I wither away What I see is not me, what I see is not me One, two, grapefruit How am I back here again? Three, four, lose more I know my mirrors are lying Five, six, hate this Take back the body I'm in What I see is not me, what I see is not me One, two, grapefruit Wish I could change overnight Three, four, lose more Kill my obsession, please die Five, six, hate this How am I still in this fight? What I see is not me, what I see is not me What I see is not me, what I see is not me When I'm hurting, every time I have a bad day Then everyone gets lost But I'm learning every time I feel out of place That you are all I've got One, two, grapefruit How am I back here again? Three, four, lose more I know my mirrors are lying Five, six, hate this Take back the body I'm in (oh) What I see is not me, what I see is not me One, two, grapefruit Wish I could change overnight Three, four, lose more Kill my obsession, please die Five, six, hate this How am I still in this fight? What I see is not me, what I see is not me