I Feel Different Every Day

My mother moved us to Orlando without asking us if we'd ever wanna go

'Cause what do we know about Disney World and the Gulf of Mexico?

My daddy tightened up and made a deal with the government

Like his father did before him, and just like his dad did the same

My baby sister's so lucky, so am I 'cause we shared a name

My little brother's just like me, rather die than feel ashamed

But what do I know? I feel different every day

What do I know? I feel different every day

I feel different every day

I feel different every day

Honey, I feel

Just outside looking at the sky, thinking about you

Input versus output

I've always struggled with addiction, I need real redemption

Spent a lifetime doing dishes, deleting pictures 'cause something's missing

Can anybody hear me? And does it even matter?

I've been drowning in my pity, but I'll deal with that later

What do I know? I feel different every day

What do I know? I feel different every day

What do I know? I feel different every day

I feel different every day

I've always got my panties in a twist, standing in a corner

With my hand balled in a fist, I'm a slave to the disorder

Got a tightness in my chest, it's all on my lips

Consumed and overwhelmed by the burden of this guilt

Scratch that, it was never my fault at all

Hindsight, I was always designed to fall

My backpack with the weight of the world

And all the people who've let me down

Where's my guardian angel? Where's my seat at the table?

Where's my gratification? I've been so calm, I've been patient

What do I know? I feel different every day

What do I know? I feel different every day

What do I know? I feel different every day

I feel different