Gonna Drown (Hazbin Hotel Song)

Cataclysmic rise Built up on an empire of lies The bigger they are, the harder they fall So tell me now, how did I lose it all Caught in a spiders web Of secrecy and crime The echoes of the past call out And the future calls back with a rhyme How can I serve you? (Overlord!) I'll never deserve you (Holy lord!) When offered forgiveness (I got bored) So I stayed unforgiven (Thrown overboard) Nothing left to lose But there's nothing here to gain Break these chains And release this pain All I want is to get away from the misery It's a mystery to me How the hell can I get away From the history and burn it down I've talked it through with the pills and bottles But they are not listening to me A cry for help met with deafening silence I'm gonna drown, gonna drown (Gonna drown, gonna drown) No longer human but I fall flat on my face The coping habits worsen and the old is replaced Another hurdle that's hurting me is infernal eternity burning me And returning me to the same fucking place Over and over and over I am abandoned Over and over and over nobody cares Over and over and over I am condemned To a life of utter despair All I want is to get away from the misery It's a mystery to me How the hell can I get away From the history and burn it down I've talked it through with the pills and bottles But they are not listening to me A cry for help met with deafening silence I'm gonna drown, gonna drown Spiraling down my wasted life The memory, sharp as a knife A blade that cuts me to my core My soul can't take this anymore All I need is to rise above the misery It's a victory to me Holding onto the lessons learned from my history I will burn it down Glass half full when the cycle starts it's another chance To discover the true me A cry for help now a blazing defiance I'm breaking out, breaking out