Blessed, I Guess (feat. Seddy Hendrinx)

Them hard times be the best Born cursed, tatted on my neck Took me a minute, just to realize I was blessed Full of pain and stress but I'm too busy trying to gain success Fuck the fame, I won't ever change Don't want my name in the press My therapist asked how I been feeling Between insane and depressed I can't lie, I'm traumatized from putting angels to rest Daddy blood, sickly child, I gotta deal with my health I can't believe it was a time I thought 'bout killing myself But I'm blessed, I guess I know they wanna see a nigga down, I ain't going You think you lost deep down inside, you done won (you done won) What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one? Don't forget you are loved (you are love), at your best (at your best) You just gotta wait on your time, it'll come I'm paranoid, my brother died with his gun Just remember me when it's all said and done They say you get wiser when you grow older But I cannot wait until all this shit over You know God give his toughest battles to his strongest soulja's A wise man once told me It's about survival, without you, it ain't no dreams How you forget about your niggas though? Must be a "I" in your team How they gon' judge the way I'm Living though? When they don't even know me Say you one hundred, gotta show me that How they gon' try to hold me back? Say they with me, ain't even notice that Why ain't nobody told me that? Nowadays everybody rapping, I don't know it's facts But I had to put in the grind, no time to relax No I ain't even in my prime, I keep reminding me that Ten years from now, out of sight, out of mind Where I'll probably be at? But I'm blessed, I guess I know they wanna see a nigga down, I ain't going You think you lost deep down inside, you done won (you done won) What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one? Don't forget you are loved (you are love), at your best (at your best) I know you wanna see a nigga down, I ain't going You think you lost deep down inside, you done won (you done won) What it's gon' take for you to realize you the one? Don't forget you are loved (you are love), at your best (at your best) You just gotta wait on your time, it'll come I'm paranoid, my brother died with his gun Just remember me when it's all said and done (all said and done)